But this time, even at a far I could see that she had recovered from the emotional downfall that she had before. She had a good aura of recovery. She looked like she drunk an elixir or she went to search for the fountain of youth and drunk a lot of goblet of water from it. She now looks like everyone from our age group. She even looks like sleeping beauty after being kissed by her so called "Prince Charming".
Since I noticed it, I asked her what had happen to her over the past hours from the last time we saw each other. So, she told me that she went to the mall after we had a little chit-chat. Then, she saw from the window of a aesthetic clinic about their services. She went inside and asked some things about this service and that service. After a few minutes, she went in for a facial service.
For just 300 bucks, she decided to take the Facial treatment with oatmeal and laser vacuum. She even told me every step that she took and what was her experience. It was the first time for her to take some facial treatment because she is beautiful without this facial treatments. I asked her what happened when the aesthetician started pricking up her pores. Her eyes changed indicating that something is happened and she was about to tell me something else; something that was related to it but it is too superficial. She said that she cried because it was too painful specially when they started pricking up on her nose. But she defended her first statement by saying that she had to endure it anyway ,just like what the other girls would say, "for beauty's sake".
Then I let her talk and talk until she stop suddenly. I said that it was uncommon for her to take some facial treatment or something to keep or prolong her beauty. And for that, I was really suprised. Then, I asked her to give me the real score of what has just happened her for the past 24 hours which she gave me very graciously.
The real score even gave me a shocking remark on my face. She said to me that in the last 24 hours, she was still depressed of what has just happened of her relationship. She didn't tell me in full the details on how her relationship ended. She even told me that she just needed to release all her emotions that she kept in past hours. And my guess was right, while she was being pricked by the aesthetician, she was crying all her heart out trying very hard to forget at least the feeling of being rejected. I know it is hard for her because I'm too is in that state and I could not do anything about. It's like I'm sliced into tiny pieces and shreds everytime that kind of topic is brought up by someone else. And it's fucking hard...
"As much as I love you.
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile?
Coz you wont let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget
Can't remember what you did ...
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so"
-I Hate that I Love you By Rihanna feat. Ne-yo
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