Friday, August 29, 2008

A piece of dark chocolate that taste like hell

Well, I've met again my long lost friend. Its been years since we last met but easily bridged the time that we had lost. Though it seemed that we had been apart for years, I could still say that somewhat I knew some of his antics and mannerisms just as if we meet each other everyday. It was a good thing for me because I'm a kind of person that really value the relationship that I had with other people. And the sign that I really value the relationship that I had with a certain person is to somewhat memorize the mannerisms that they had or to let them know my mannerisms or to give some hints about how my brain works.

As I was saying, I knew there is something wrong that's happening with him since I somewhat knew how his brain ticks. He need not to say this to me but behind his laughter and his manly image his heart is tearing a part. So, I asked what's bothering him.

"Nothing"
"Liar"
"It's really nothing"
"If it's nothing, then tell me"
"Then, what should I tell you?"
"What bothers you most"
"Oh no, It's very trivial"
"Trivial??!!! Oh C'mon!!! Why should I bother to ask you if its trivial??"
"It's very trivial indeed that you need a microscope to be able to see it"
"You cant hide anything from me. You're like my brother to me."
"Really??"
"Yup (^.^)"
"Well, you're right I do have something that bothers me"
"See... Anyways, what is it?"
"Well, you see... I miss SOMEONE"
"SOMEONE???!!!"
"And why dont you tell that SOMEONE that you missed her??"
"I cant"
"Why"
"Its because..."
"Because what???"
"Its because she already know that I do have feelings for her."
"And???"
"And she IGNORES me and doesn't speak to me anymore like we usually do..."
"May be and just may be, you have done something that made her TO IGNORE YOU."
"I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING WRONG as far as I am concerned."
"???"
"All i wanted is TO BE WITH FRIENDS WITH HER EVEN THOUGH I KNOW THAT SHE DOESN'T LIKE ME AND SHE LIKES SOMEONE ELSE FAR BETTER THAN ME..."

I stopped for a moment thinking that I had opened his pandora's box. And at that same moment, I felt his pain. An emotional pain that even I cant endure. His pain of rejection seemed to have engulfed my whole body.

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