Facial treatment with oatmeal and laser vacuum

I saw a friend of mine from the later days of my life. She had a different aura this time around since I last saw her, which is yesterday. The last time that I saw her, she was very depressed that her face aged in a matter of days. At a glance you could visually see that she was suffering from a emotional downfall or whatever the psychologists may call it. She had deep eyebags showing that she haven't slept well for years. She even had time in smiling back at her when I noticed her in a public place. And finally, her body aged also because of depression that she almost looked like my granny or some wicked witch from a fairy tale.

But this time, even at a far I could see that she had recovered from the emotional downfall that she had before. She had a good aura of recovery. She looked like she drunk an elixir or she went to search for the fountain of youth and drunk a lot of goblet of water from it. She now looks like everyone from our age group. She even looks like sleeping beauty after being kissed by her so called "Prince Charming".

Since I noticed it, I asked her what had happen to her over the past hours from the last time we saw each other. So, she told me that she went to the mall after we had a little chit-chat. Then, she saw from the window of a aesthetic clinic about their services. She went inside and asked some things about this service and that service. After a few minutes, she went in for a facial service.

For just 300 bucks, she decided to take the Facial treatment with oatmeal and laser vacuum. She even told me every step that she took and what was her experience. It was the first time for her to take some facial treatment because she is beautiful without this facial treatments. I asked her what happened when the aesthetician started pricking up her pores. Her eyes changed indicating that something is happened and she was about to tell me something else; something that was related to it but it is too superficial. She said that she cried because it was too painful specially when they started pricking up on her nose. But she defended her first statement by saying that she had to endure it anyway ,just like what the other girls would say, "for beauty's sake".

Then I let her talk and talk until she stop suddenly. I said that it was uncommon for her to take some facial treatment or something to keep or prolong her beauty. And for that, I was really suprised. Then, I asked her to give me the real score of what has just happened her for the past 24 hours which she gave me very graciously.

The real score even gave me a shocking remark on my face. She said to me that in the last 24 hours, she was still depressed of what has just happened of her relationship. She didn't tell me in full the details on how her relationship ended. She even told me that she just needed to release all her emotions that she kept in past hours. And my guess was right, while she was being pricked by the aesthetician, she was crying all her heart out trying very hard to forget at least the feeling of being rejected. I know it is hard for her because I'm too is in that state and I could not do anything about. It's like I'm sliced into tiny pieces and shreds everytime that kind of topic is brought up by someone else. And it's fucking hard...

"As much as I love you.

As much as I need you

And I can't stand you

Must everything you do make me wanna smile

Can I not like you for awhile?

Coz you wont let me

You upset me girl

And then you kiss my lips

All of a sudden I forget

Can't remember what you did ...

And I hate how much I love you girl

I can't stand how much I need you

And I hate how much I love you girl

But I just can't let you go

But I hate that I love you so"

-I Hate that I Love you By Rihanna feat. Ne-yo

Letting Go

You've loved her. You gave her everything. Your world revolved around her. Your life depends on her. She is your sunshine. When you are with her, you can be anything. Your strong that anything that comes up you will surely come up at the end victorius. She makes you feel special. That, she completes you.


But nothing is permanent in this world because the only thing that is permanent is change. Even the one thing that you know that will lasts a lifetime will eventually reach its own end. Yes, even love. When she's gone, she's gone forever. We can't do anything about that and all we had left is memories. Memories that remind you of her. Memories that reminds you how much you loved her. But memories are just memories. And that is reality.


It's hard at first knowing that she's gone. And that you and her can't be together tha same way again. Accepting it is like drinking a goblet of a snake's venom. It destroys you're insides slowly. It is like waiting your death slowly in your death bed. It is definitely much, much and way too much easier said that being done.


But in the end, we are strong individuals. We could surely get over that feeling because we all do if we think about it...